In one I recall I was in my house, I knew I was dreaming, felt things around me which was hazy at first. This morning I had several very fascinating lucid dreams. I want to explore this further, I probably shouldn't but I'm willing to take the risk. There was a beating that sounded very sexual, felt like it was coming from inside the body yet simultaneously outside. Turning over my left ear leaned against the flat pillow. Then images flashed in my head - a perception different to seeing. There was a womans voice in my head in my native tongue saying 'They have been talking for 4 hours' repetitively - I felt sick for unknown reasons. Base of spine thumping and energy running up the spine.īreathed deeply for the most part. Came on suddenly after leg tingling energy traveled upwards. Last night had a very scary braingasm - I was not expecting it. It is very much like as described in others experiences. It is something that I know I shouldn't do at this stage - the result has been crazy head inner thrashing. I have been doing something lately, for now not reiterating explicit details. Pressures are still in the head at this stage. Felt paralyzed but eventually managed to snap out some time after 12am. I tried to move, there was heaviness in the head. I was feeling afraid at this stage, thought my brain was about to be done with.

Honestly, felt like a thousand penises penetrating my brain. It felt like something entering the brain - In and out in a continuous flow. All of a sudden I'm aware, there is a rapid vibrating inside the brain.

Slowly drifting off to sleep with those sexual type sensations, not feeling aroused just sleepy. The following experience may have been due to this or completely unrelated, also did practice OM in the evening. I asked this unknown source to reveal itself more clearly really wanting to have a solid connection. This evening I went through an emotional outpouring requesting for something from a particular energy that I had encountered. As I slept there were some genital movements and feeling of a presence nearby.

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